Deja Vu

So it happened again, yeah I know the title gives it away but that's done already. I had a reoccurring dream semi conscious experience. It involves a Tool song The grudge. And here are the lyrics that are most involved in the experience

Give away the stone. Let the oceans take and
Transmutate this cold and fated anchor
Give away the stone. Let the waters kiss and
Transmutate these leden grudges into gold
Let go.

This song has a meaning to me it was a revelation to me to let go of petty things weighing me down. So I listen to this song when I need a remainder to let these things go. Well I fell asleep listening to the song and I was sleeping and dreaming but I could hear the song playing. When it got to this part all of sudden I am standing on a dock on the lake and Maynard starts singing the first line and I just calmly fall into the water and start sinking embracing the cool water and its depths and how they separate me from the world and my problems. Its getting cold and deeper and I am sinking slowly embracing the end letting the anchor over take me thus the second like. Its an internal battle in the third line as the water slowly laps at my cheek and over my eyes as there is a certain beauty in it. All off suddenly there is a single ray of sunshine that pokes through the depth and illuminates my face. And the transformation begins the stone is dissolved into a thousand shadows that fall to the bottom. I am furiously rising through the water and as he screams let go I explode through the surface in a blinding sphere of light followed by me striking the surface of the water with my fist. And I am standing there on this seemingly frozen surface and there is a figure of the girl in front of me extending her hand. And my stone is gone and away. I still do not know who she is. I had this dream 2 years ago and last night I fell asleep to grudge again and same dream. Only difference is that there was more shadows and I sank deeper into water. I guess a little soul cleansing and purification was needed. Its just crazy the conscious and subconscious connections I make with that song.