Can you separate, separate me from the sin?
I have had this thought running through my head for a while now. It is not that I do not acknowledge my imperfections, I do its that there is a certain desire to distance myself from them. It is a desire towards some nirvana of leaving your dark side behind. Or is it letting your nirvana go and accepting the darkness inside. I do not necessarily equate darkness to evil, more of an unknown the unexplored side of our psyche and mind. It is a strange sensation of having two beings inside of you and sometimes it feels like I am tearing myself apart as the battle rages on.
I am not schizophrenic promise. And well you could call me crazy but first you have to define normality to me without simply pointing out to the acceptable social norms the majority follows. And these sins they are more in a spiritual then religious sense since I am not a very religious person but that's a long story for another day and another post. But is it strange that I am not sure what I would keep around the nirvana or this darkness this unknown. I have attempted to merge them and have been unnecessarily in that, but I doubt I am the only one in this. It is good to know that there are people by my side in these times.
I will make it through this I will persevere!
Vulnerable are we all
With our faith we go on
Till it's over
The world doesn't always love you
but you never let that define you.
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